15 7 / 2011

I just go with the day, whatever life brings me.
spend time with Brooke, just kickin it with her, but at night
is the worst, my thoughts start racing, wishing i had found someone
but i cant force that, sometimes i wish i could but i dont think
it would end up how i want it. I hate feeling alone. I feel like i should
find my true love, because i enjoy love, i enjoy long conversations, with
endless questions. i enjoy spending time with people, i even make it a
point to do what they like to do, even if i dont.
Why cant i be the one who falls ‘head over heals’?

I swear, night is the worst.

….im waiting for you, i hope im good enough. =/